Mr Lonely

Things are just not going as per plan ... well not all .. some things are going as i want ... but not in the love area .... i am not getting the one ... its tough .. plus i am also not that artactive any more ... i really have to put on a show .. and many times its not even me .... i still have to meet up with a girl whom i can be completlly honest with ... but tough luck on that ... i have to lie ... i have been lieing from such a young age .. thats its now in my blood .. i dont think i can live with out lieing ... ankur you better watch out ... i guess its because of all my lies i have come up to this place .. i am not broke .. but i owe a lot of money to people . i am not friendless ... but i am lonely .. i cant do the things i want to .. well thats not all true .. i get o do many things .. i am not in such a bad place ,,, but i shoud be carefull on what i say .. most of the times the things that i saw .. come true .. hence i a, going to put it out there ,,,, i am very happy .. i have a lot of money ... i have lots of friends ... i have alot of happyness

saying this does make me happy

love you mate

A~~