so one year has almost passed by and still i am right where i use to be , nothing is still changed , every thing is still the same , no love , no money , no nothing , what does life have planned for me , i really need to find out , its not that i haven't been trying , but it all goes in waist . i come so close to what i want and then poof its taken away from me , what i have realised is that no matter how good things get , if i talk about it a lot , they get taken away form me , but if thats the way it works why don't i get my sorry sadness ,loneliness also been taken away , why does it have only to be the good stuff in life , what can i say , life moves on , solider up , put your poker face on and get on with it .


sometimes it last in love sometimes it hurts instead
some choices are made for us in life , some we make for other people , not because we don't love them , but because we do , the only way we know its right is if it lets us stay true to ourselves  ,  we can't regret our choices , the past is behind us and all we have with us is the present and the future , whatever it may lead us to